Junph

No need to be bothered about what people think about you as long as you love yourself for who you are. 

The thing is, i’m ok.
Perfectly fine.
I don’t feel as devastated as i imagined myself to be.
And that scares me.

I lost that one only person whom i cared enough to be bothered about what he thinks, and gives me a breath of fresh air every single time we talk.
And yet I feel nothing.
Not even anymore what-ifs.
Truthfully, i gave a lot, but i wasn’t exactly the party who gave more.

What fueled the decision was my fear of being left behind again.
Wouldn’t allow myself to end up in that situation twice.